I have to admit, the 2013-2014 school year was nothing but depression for me. I fell in love with a play boy in my class named Hector, and I got my heart broken. After that, I fell in love with yet another player named Erik. But here’s the catch, he came to me for HELP because he liked my best friend Shannon. At the time, I didn’t like him, so I wholeheartedly spent my time helping him. But Shannon HATED him. He got rejected so badly. But soon after, I realized I liked him. Me and him became really close. We talked till 12 every night. But somehow, when Shannon saw how close we were getting, she decided that it was the perfect time to start talking to him more and more. So she did. And he liked her again. And the one day she told me she liked him too. This is where everything started going downhill. He stopped talking to me. He would avoid me in the halls. He knew I liked him too. I couldn’t take it anymore. So one day, after school I told him, “Erik, how long are you going to ignore me for?!” His reply was the cruelest thing I’d heard. “Till the end of the year.” Although it absolutely broke me, I didn’t reply. I just turned around and walked away with tears streaming down my face. He was a year older than me, so he would graduate.
On the last day in school, I was a mess. I was literally sobbing, crying so, so much. I told everyone that it was because I’d miss my class, but my friends knew better. I was crying because I’d never see Erik again, he lived far away from the school.. and it was all ending like that. Two of my best friends, Abigail and Aarani went to Erik and told him to come. When he came, he saw me crying and hugged me, then started crying too. It was so sad. After that, I cried myself to sleep every day. I miss miss him, but he already has a girlfriend. That’s not a surprise.
Every week, I’ll share a story with you about my life. I’ll do an even more detailed one about Erik, soon.
Summer 2014 has been so great for me! Since I got an iPod for my birthday, I’ve been getting so many new opportunities with it. For example, there was a ‘free app of the week’ called Sketchbook Mobile Pro, and I’ve been using it to practice drawing and etc. I’ve pulled an uncountable number of all nighters to watch anime. Literally, I watched Itazura na Kiss, a 25 episode anime in one night. I’ve had so much fun watching Kimi ni Todoke, Kobato, Ao Haru Ride, and Anohana: The Flower we saw that Day. Other than that, I rewatched Kaichou wa Maid Sama. I went to Centerville island, I’m visiting an indoor water park at Niagara Falls, going to Wonderland, and I’m going to African lion safari, soon.
Sorry for this super depressing and boring post, if you read this all, I love you. ❤️